Sometimes I feel like I'd rather be alone than around people. Granted, it sounds pathetic but I just don't know how to react when people try so hard and I haven't tried that hard in a long time, and it's way overdue but I can't find the time to care anymore. I just sit and squint and fumble awkwardly with my belongings and I can't count the seconds until I'm able to see you again. I'm a little more lost than I thought, you know, as of late.