The supermarkets are stuffed full of shit,
And I hate how they put all the sweets at the front so everyone impulse buys some fucking sugar bar.
I tend to remember the most mundane things (like lining up in supermarkets)
But I clutch onto them the tightest
Because they're the ones, I remember them best of all.
I remember breaking down like some sort of machine malfunction and you being the only person I could remember.
I'd give up all for even a semblance of what I used to have,
Or the stupid things we used to do like
Watch kids movies or dance in the kitchen
We didn't have much to fight about, but we did.
I listened to the songs you showed me every night for weeks thinking and wondering why I was so stubborn and let my paranoia consume me.
You always yell,
And I would cry like the girl I am
One of the few 'girly' characteristics intrinsic to slash of myself..
I wonder if that even makes sense and anxious that when I've had a few j's I might type jibberish and then people will really know I'm crazy or the extent of my overall ineptness